Wondering (original)

Wondering (Behind the song)

Is the song about losing someone and wondering or wondering after one has found someone as to how one made it before that someone came along. WONDERING WHY I FEEL SO NEW could refer to the joy of the new relationship or it could refer to the new beginning after leaving a toxic relationship. 

WONDERING HOW I MADE IT WITHOUT YOU TO SEE ME THROUGH could refer to the time of loneliness before someone was found or the surprise at not needing the one that abandoned the relationship as one would’ve  anticipated. WHY I M ALIVE AND NOT BLUE was so in either case having survived successfully the before or the after circumstances. Ambiguity becomes the hallmark of an unclear message. The principle at 1 Corinthians 14:8,9 applies  “ For if the trumpet sounds an indistinct call, who will get ready for battle? In the same way, unless you with the tongue use speech that is easily understood, how will anyone know what is being said? You will, in fact, be speaking into the air.” The ambiguity of this song is a minor thing but there are other things in life that are a matter life and death so one must respond right and often quickly. On a larger scale it is important to understand clearly these important words and what they mean: “ And this good news of the Kingdom will be preached in all the inhabited earth for a witness to all the nations, and then the end will come.” It refers to information that has a time limit stamped on it by adding ,’then the end will come’. We live in the present temporary window of opportunity to pursue the answer. Every human on earth should take the time to investigate this message as they would a valuable and precious possession for it is worth a million times more than all the entire monetary value of the whole world!  The song “Wondering” engendered such thoughts.